Double Scope

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I am so thankful to be over and done with all of this Gastrointestinal nonsense.  Not only was getting the Scopes scheduled a frustrating process, but the prep work, the cleansing I had to do to prepare my body for the Colonoscopy and Endoscopy, was brutal.  It was nauseating, tiresome, gross, and a bit painful.

The day before the Scopes I had to be on a Clear Liquid Only diet.  It wasn't too bad, but because I take a large amount of pills, and many require food to be taken with the pills, I was extremely nauseous all day.  But the real challenge came at 7:30pm when I had to start drinking my prescribed Prep Juice.  It was 6oz of hell, that I had to mix with 10oz of water.  I was aloud to mix the prep with Gatorade or Diet Sprite, but when I opened it, the liquid didn't seem to smell too bad and it was clear, so I thought mixing it with water would be just fine. But oh, how I was so, so wrong!  I had to finish the 16oz of pure nastiness and then down another 32oz of water within the hour.  The mix was so gross I almost threw up four different times.  I luckily was able to hold it down, but I came very, very close to expelling the Prep from my body immediately.  It took me half an hour to get down the first 16oz of mix, which made me feel deathly nauseous for the next two hours.

It was definitely a brutal experience, I was just trying to imagine how I was going to do it all over again in the morning.  Because come 8:30 in the morning that's exactly what was in store for me. Another round of 16oz mix followed by 32oz of water immediately. This time I had learned my lesson, the hard way of course...the story of my life.  So this time, I mixed my prep with Gatorade and after every large chug I sucked on a Lifesaver to change the taste in my mouth.  It worked for the most part. I only came very close to throwing up once.  After I finished, I felt like shit, but I was extremely elated.  No more!  I had gotten through the hard part.  I was very pleased to be done with my prep work. 

So 12:30 came around and we headed to the hospital for the Scopes and I was taken to the back right away.  It's always pleasant when you don't have to spend an hour or so in the waiting room.  They took all my history, put the IV in, gave me some happy meds, and then carted me off to the operating room. Next thing I know, I'm waking up screaming and crying.  The doctors used Twilight sedation as opposed to General Anesthesia, meaning I was still asleep and was able to breath without assistance. So when I was coming out of my Anesthesia, I was actually awoken by a nightmare I was having.  I thought I had gotten shocked, and it sure felt real.

My dream, I remember it very vividly, had me lying on an operating table surrounded by a bunch of nurses that then used paddles on my chest to shock me [End Dream].  So after my scopes, when I was in the recovery room in a deep sleep, I started to scream and apparently yelled for my mother.  The nurses went and got her and by the time she arrived, I was still half asleep so she was trying to wake me up, even though at this point I was full on crying.  I kept asking if I had gotten shocked and I was informed that I had not, and that my heart was just fine, but I could not wrap my head around this. The shock felt so real, looked so real, that I truly believed I had indeed been shocked.  After the nurses and my mom kept reassuring me that I was fine and that nothing of the sort had occurred, I was trying to understand why my dream was so real.  I have never reacted to anesthesia in this way.  I always wake up from it in a calm, drugged up sluggish way.  But this time was very different.  Anesthesia can do some really crazy things to a person in general, but come to find out the nurses were talking about my history in the operating room, while I was under, about being shocked and they carried on a conversation in general about being shocked. Since I was not completely anesthetized, even though I was asleep, my brain probably picked up on the conversation and I believe that is where the dream came from.  Not to mention, the last time I went under with Twilight sedation*, in Reno, NV during my first ablation, I was shocked.  Like I said Twilight sedation does not completely knock you out, so when I was shocked, I was awake and I felt it, and it was the worst pain I have ever felt.  It is much worst than an internal defibrillator shock.  I cried and cried and then threw up and cried some more until the doctors knocked me completely out. So between being shocked the last time I was Twilighted and the nurses talking about being shocked while I was asleep, that led me to have a nightmare, truly believing and feeling that I had been shocked again, and it was quite a horrific and traumatic experience. It was a terrifying way of waking up, but my heart was stable and that is all that matters. *All other surgeries and ablations I have had used General Anesthesia.

The good news however, is that the doctor did find some things that are probably causing my severe abdominal pain, yet not very serious problems.  He found a lot of inflammation on my right side as well as a good amount of bacteria in my colon which caused two pre-ulcers, as he called them, that he also found.  One near my stomach and the other in the inflammation in my colon.  The inflammation and the pre-ulcers can be reversed with the use of medicine, Nexium.  How long I will have to stay on the medicine is unknown.  Some stay on it for months, some stay on it for life.  So I'm hoping for the former.  The doctor also did a biopsy just to make sure everything was A-Ok and when the results come back from that, I will also be put on an antibiotic to rid my body of the bacteria, which could be caused by the large amount of potassium I take.  But we'll figure that out later.  Sooo... this means I'm going to Montana and Seattle!  I will have to miss a week and a half of cardiac rehab but that is doable, I'd much rather go out west and see me friends. 6AM Monday morning, I'm out!!!